ViCKY(:

2010-09-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

Awesome.

2010-08-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

Have left this space empty for so long.
Time to do some justice here.

Busy mugging (idk if I can use this term LOL, studying perhaps) for O's
I really need to study more.
But its my bedtime alr.
THIS POST BEFORE I GO :)

Tmrw's English Oral I hope I don't screw up on picture ):
OMG BRING CONFIRMATIONSLIP!! (reminder to self lmao)
AND TIEEEEEE.

Anyhoo, I think I'm gonna fail badly for prelims.
Cos all the PYPrelims that I have been doing are so frickin difficult I wna cry.

I'm a happy girl at peace right now.
Every part of me wishes this will never end.

Teehee bye.

2010-08-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

From kx's blog from tumblr.

When you’re having a conversation with someone and you just go from one subject to the next without knowing how you get to every topic. Everything just flows in. Nothing is forced. It’s just effortless. And when there’s a silence, it’s comforting. It’s not awkward and you don’t try and think of something to break the ice with - it’s just.. peaceful.
When someone talks about someone they care about. You can see it in their stupid smile that won’t come off their face and you see the joy in their eyes. It just makes me happy that they’re happy, you know? That someone means a lot to them. Even if they are talking about an issue with someone they care about, you can see how much this someone means to them simply by the tone in their voice. It’s different. It holds matter, value, emotion.
And, when people remember something small about you or notice a small quirk. It’s nice knowing someone pays attention to you. That someone acknowledges who you are, and that someone actually takes the time to remember things about you not because they have to but because they genuinely want to.

:D

2010-06-15T21:30:00.001+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/veektoriaa

2010-06-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Mmm tiger nails. DIY by yours truly heh!
ANW, I think I know who's that loser "..."
HAHAHAHA.
Piang so childish LOLLLLL.

Anw, having shoot on fridaaaaaay @ Punggol area.
MMM. Gonna do some undead evil doll or smthing.
Shooting with Pat again! He's so awesome.
Hope can incorp some dance moves into itttt.
MUA is flying in t help me w my makeup!
AWESOME.

Hope th shoot turns out wellllll!
Looking forward. Haven't done shoots in like 146523842 mths ):

AWESOME.
STUDYING TOM W KX.
SHOOT FRI.
STUDYING SAT W HY.
FLEA ON SUNDAAAAAAAY.

Have yet t meet up w Vee for danceeeeee.
Zomg can't wait to learn!
JAZZ FTW YAY (L)

Life's gooood.

2010-06-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

I've realized,
That every guy I know, and have gotten around thinking "Hey, he's a nice guy", has managed to find a way to hurt me. I hate it when friends just drift. And I think guys PMS as well. I've lost faith. Again.

Plus, some guys just don't get th hint. I'm sick of all that unwanted attention and th people I hope would show some concern, don't give a shit at all. FML.

And hell to those guys who think they can get any girl (And vice versa, god)
Egomaniacs.

Grrr angsty. Tday was supposed t be a good day ):

Anw,
LGMH IS TH BEST SITE EVAAAAAAAA (L)(L)
Gives me hope, but then, you come and mess it up again ):

2010-05-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

Changi Airport T3 FM
Taken by one of th audience :)
Still waiting for th official one!

SPOT ME IF YOU CAN :D
IM IN A FADED DENIM BIG BF SHIRT :)

2010-05-16T22:17:00.003+08:00

Pls don't say you read th other blog.
Goddamn should have privated it long ago.
IF. IF.
THEN ITS TOO LATE. ZZZZ.

Shit this la ok fine.
I take that as an answer.
So I can stop searching.

Bye.

2010-05-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

Just received fb mail of encouragement :)

I'm very grateful to the kind words or small acts of many teachers/friends who've spurred me on.
Big thankyou to Ash, Jin Wen, Lianglaoshi, Joycelyn, Jan! :D
Y'all may not know it but your words and acts of acknowledgement make me want to be a better dancer.
Thanks for acknowledging my dance standard and giving kind words of encouragement.

I'll work hard and be better than myself.
:D

2010-05-09T19:17:00.001+08:00

Love Quotes

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :/

2010-05-09T19:15:00.001+08:00

Love Quotes

2010-05-03T21:05:00.001+08:00

Heartbreak Quotes

2010-04-13T19:13:00.001+08:00

Danz Recital 30th April! :)
Dear flenz, I know y'all coming righttt? :D

Hahah I'm in th video wth HAHA.

2010-04-09T20:42:00.001+08:00

我会用我的真情，打动你的心。
It may not work but believe me, I'll try my best.

Love,

2010-04-08T18:06:00.001+08:00

"Condoms aren't completely safe. A friend of mine was wearing one and got hit by a bus."

HAHAHAHAHAHA. ROFL @ THIS LMAO.

2010-04-01T11:16:00.002+08:00

blogging through my phone cool like hell hee.
Funnn its english now cool.
Bye y'all

2010-03-25T20:09:00.001+08:00

I know I can never replace.
I don't want to feel like thissssssssssss.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
PMSPMSPMS.

I can't get over something I never was about :)

CAREY'S LEAVING TNIGHT I HOPE SHES SEES THIS SOMEHOW
MISS YOU BITCH COME BACK SOON I'LL HAVE ALOT OF THINGS T SHARE
HAHAAHAHA.
(L)

2010-03-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

I hate it when it hurts.

2010-03-20T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hi here's what I've been up to recently
Sorry I've been neglecting my blog hahah.
Anyhoo, more photos requested by sarah :)

Lo's bday party ytd! Fun ttm wooooo :D:D

Outing w Khaw on thurs! Sticky sweet ftw!

Outing w Lo and Viv t celebrate Nick's bday w his friends.

K bai :D

2010-03-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

I think I'm stupid.
Even a dog knows well enough not to go back to its abusive owner.
I just keep coming back for more. (Y)
Yeah bebeh.

Shouldn't have even started that topic.
Seriously.

Have fun, fall in love, stay that way.
Please don't make me feel anything anymore.

2010-03-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart,
Love is fading.
What about now?

I don't like feeling like this ):
Curse myself for being such a beech.
Prolly hate me for life alr.
))))))))))))):

Can't get over it. Hate self for being so mega stupid.
Hatehatehate.
Bye.

2010-03-02T17:17:00.004+08:00

"Love like you've never been hurt before"
Bullshit.

It's because one's been hurt that is why one able to love
No? No love without hurt.
And besides, if you love like you've been hurt before.
You love without giving it your all, without hoping and not trusting without thinking.
Because of that, it makes you a stronger person cos you can't get hurt.
No?

Yeah ok that's my selfish thinking.
But it's cos of all that misplaced trust and shit that goes into unrequited love.
How does it feel? Horrible huh, yeah.

(Bimbo moment)
Guys who say Natural is beautiful.
Please get a life.
Go marry some woman w a gazillion zits on her face, body as huge as a bus and has a unibrow. Go.

AIYA I HAD ALOT OF INSPIRATION ON TH BUS BUT NOW ITS GONE.
HATES >(

Ok random post cos something spurred me t write this.
BAI.

(edit)

LOOK AT THEIR CONTROL AND EXECUTION
:O

I want t learn Love story tday ))))):
(edit)

2010-02-28T21:29:00.005+08:00

Hello miss, please get a grip on your life. -_-

ANW,
I JUST SCREWED MY 2 MATH TESTS.
KNS.
BUT EMATH STILL GOT A2, I THINK. THANK GOD.
Lesson learnt: MUST STUDY/DO ASSESSMENT BEFORE A TEST. IF NOT GG, REALLY.

Teehee like this photo :)

Tday went out t celeb ting&eugene's bday.
OLD CLIQUE (Y)
Brings back memories,
But tday's probably th type of outing where you realize,
"WTH WAS I DOING LIKING THAT GUY LAST TIME"
HAHAHAHA. Oooops, lets hope no one sees this.

Anyhoo,
pictures are in his Iphone so I guess I'll probably never ever get t post it up.
Oh + I cut bangs HAHAHA.
HERE SHOW YOU!

HAHA Ok random update.
I feel good tday.
Bet kx agrees. Actually I think th 6 of us (well maybe not jk) miss th old times.
Roy almost wanted t fly us aeroplane, but in th end he also say tday very fun.
See.
(Y)

I like even years.
Odd years suck ttm.
K LOVELIES, BAI (L)

2010-02-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

I feel so majorly screwed.
Hatehatehatehatehate.
STOP. AAAAAAAAHHHHH !#%*!!#$%&@

What you may not know is that every single word.
Pricks me like a needle, drawing my blood.
Fuck off and STOP TELLING ME THINGS IDW T HEAR KNN.

IM NOT AFFECTED NOT AFFECTED
JUST.FUCKING.STOP.

Bye.

2010-02-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Chingay aftermath when 80% of th makeup is off. AHAHA.
Really had fun tday girls,
(winkwink)

I really dw t step down after speech day ):
Probably my last performance for th year
Oh and + recital (teeheewszx)

Love! Nights :)

Current obsession

2010-02-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

(Y) Melts.

So, I caught Percy Jackson & Th Lightning Thief tday.
Logan Lerman + th big screen = You do th math.
(LAUGH)

Ok, very nice show (Y)
Encourage y'all t go see it AHAHA
AND NOT JUST COS LOGAN'S HAWT.
Yaaaaay so yummy :D

K bai.

Random update :)

2010-02-07T11:04:00.002+08:00

From th shoot longlonglong ago.
Coloured contacts really make my eyes much bigger lor. LOL.
Hmmmm... Maxieye again? Probably I finish using th other 2 lens that I just bought.

Last ignition class again :)
Aha.
Still deciding whether t go for tuesday class.
Can go both ahmad and pat/clare one eh.
But that'll have t wait.
Until I finish Chingay and my CA1 -_-

SPEAKING OF CHINGAY.
CITY ALIVE! FLASHMOB IS TH SAME DAY AS CHINGAY @ F1 PIT ALSO.
BUT AFTER WE FINISH.
COOL NOT. I WANT TO TAKE PART IN TH FLASHMOBBBBBBBBB. GRRRRRRRR.
SO COOL I SAW THEIR VIDS. UNDER PAYM LEH!

Ok enough, probably can't commit ):

Wonder if I'm in recital...
But training start so late,
Sure zam training everyday one eh. How ):

Hate. School. Grrrrrr.
Ok bai.

Do you remember

2010-01-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

Heeelllloooo
CIP tmrw :)
Ok idk why I'm looking forward cmonwszx collect newspaper ):
But cos I'm studying after that w Lo :D:D:D
Finally a saturday study date that I think will work out, hor.
LOL. After th many failed ones -_-

Am still waiting for my contacts t come leh. >(
I totally can't see w/o specs any longer.
SHIT HOW.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH ):

I'm feeling fucking weird now.
Pst k.
Wlw. AHAHAHA.

KAAAY.
TIME T PACK MY BAAAAAAAAAAG. BAI (L)

Hi

2010-01-23T22:02:00.002+08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI :D

Tday was massive retail therapy sponsored by mum again.
Got a box of Acuvue Truelens dailies. $64 kkkkk :O
And then 2 pairs of Maxim Colours lens @ $48 :O

Then got bling for my Ipod! Urgh not enough need more t cover th fugly cover.
And false bottom lashes from Sasa :D

Ok bai.

2010-01-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

Everyone keeps telling me that the right guy will come along...

I think mine got hit by a truck.

Omg this is epic. Will be facebook status soon!
As soon as th other loses its novelty teehee. Bye :D

2010-01-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure.

I really must be stronger this year.
To me, I think strength is believing in yourself, hope and determination to make everything better
Maybe I should stop and think before I blame anyone for what life's become.
That must be th most responsible thing I've said in ages.

I'll try t bite my lips and get through it.
I'll try not to hate, cuss and whine.
I really hope t make up for being a super bitchy bitch (laugh)
Ok don't snigger I'm serious.

I'll learn to like wholeheartedly.

Please remind me if I get too angsty. -_-
(Good mood now cos my period just came tday k. LOLLLLL)

Last post of this year :)

2009-12-31T10:55:00.005+08:00

Helloo. Ok so tday's th last day.
Have been waiting t write this post for quite long alr ;)

As my facebook status,
Every year would suck ballz if you only focussed on th negatives,
Well. I'm proud t say my year pwned :D

LOL.
Ok I know some of it is bull but!!

Ok, here are what I think are worthy mentions of this year :D

1. Survived th new class. Hahaha :D
2. I've overcome th obsessive fact that I needed a guy t be happy.
3. I blinged my phone. So chio so chio so chio (Too bad take out alr -_-)
4. ANDERSON CHINESE DANCE GWH (L)
5. I'm proud of my results this year, though yeah I think I can do better :D
6. 3/3 BBQ! And reconciling w Ivan.
7. First attempt @ Modelling in May w Jingwen.
8. ANDance photoframe making sesssion
9. Successful in gettting more photoshoots, freelancing w agencies + jobs
10. Oooh, MY SKULLCANDY HEADPHONES WHICH COSTED ME A BOMBB.
11. Many outings w Vivian, Lo. (L)
12. MASS SEOUL GARD OUTING :D
13. Outing t Punggol beach w Kx. Where all th MZZD things happened!
14. (This is a secret. Can ask me if you wna knw hahaha)
15. PASSING OF GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM W MERIT!
16. BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION + PANG CAKE FROM CAREY (L)
17. First pair of highcuts (which resulted in many more -_-)
18. Leaving MG going t DP, of which I'm very happy @ now.
19. POSSIBLE DANZPEOPLE RECITAL W ME IN IT NEXT YEAR HAHAHHAHA.
20. Obsession over belly piercing (I'm still gonna get it lol)
21. Huge improvement in dance this year (BOLDBOLDBOLDBOLD)
22. FIRST FLAG DAY.
23. Running out of Sorority row w Jenny HAHA
24. Watching dans fest @ Esplanade!
25. Having attended lessons by great teachers who've motivated me bigtime.
26. First gown shoot in th middle of th road HAHA.
27. CORN ROWS ON FOR 2WEEKS. (Which resulted in massive hairfall)
28. MG Esplanade performance and halloween shoot!
29. Working w Angie for th Slimming centre thing HAHA.
30. Jap sch uni shoot :D
31. O SCHOOL RECITAL W XINLIN ! WOOOOOOOOO.
32. I bought alotalotalot of clothes yehhhhhhh.
33. Ohoh, $200 package + dance craziness

Ok thats about it, in chronological order I think.
May have left some out cos I only recall what I've blogged
LMAO.
Lets see if you can match th pictures w th points. HAHAHA.

See, my year was good :)
How was yours?
All th best t everyone for 2010. HAPPY NEW YEAR ;D

2009-12-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

I'm cute and innocent too lor,
Why does every one think I'm th bad person?
Hmmmm.
(ROFLMAO)

2009-12-30T14:39:00.002+08:00

Fuck th people who think w their butts instead of their brains.
It's as good as saying I eat children alive.
-_-

The uninvited,

2009-12-29T18:04:00.004+08:00

Hello, I give up.
Y'all have fun w whatever y'all are doing in your perfect lives.
I really. really. give up.

I hate consoling myself saying,
'Oh I'm giving them another chance'
When I'm giving MYSELF another chance
Another chance not t be alone.
Well fine,
I accept fate.

2009-12-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

NEW HAIR :D

Went t NK @ Kovan for haircut tday + O3 treatment.
Courtesy of mum's longlonglong ago unused package.

Th stylist so nice, she even helped me style my hair.
She curled th fringe too! (though it straightened ALOT alr on my way back zzz)
Happy :D

2009-12-25T20:48:00.001+08:00

My very indian looking hand HAHAHA.

Merry Xmas

2009-12-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

Ok personally I think this Xmas is rather screwed.
Oh wth.

Was out w Xl and Lo in th morn t FEP.
Xl ah, overslept and was late for 2 1/2 hours. LOL.
Managed t get alot of nice clothesssss from th flea :)))
Going flea w Xl on th 2nd @ Flyer again hahahaha. Cheap thrilllz

SPEAKING OF WHICH, WHO WANTS T SET UP STALL W ME ON TH 2ND???
Idk if there are slots still but if I manage t find 6 people I wna set up leh!

Oh then headed t TCC t bitch and cos Xl go see Eddie @ work HAHAHA.
Went wrong TCC. So paisehhhhhhhhhhhhh. ): ):
I SWEAR TH CUSTOMER SERVICE VERY LOUSY YA KNW. HAHAHAHAHA. (wink)
Then Suhui came.
Chatted a while then left w Xl and Lo.

Ok now I'm home.

(edit)
Lol I'm ok now.
Lala ooooo snowflakes.

A lesson learnt

2009-12-21T15:26:00.002+08:00

Heyho, stuck at home tday.
've got loads of things t say but not here.
Learnt that th only person you can trust here is yourself.
Wna move t some other blogging platform that can private certain posts.
HMMMM... Ok will consider.

Anyhoos,
Kinda unmotivated and lost here.
Well, I guess its time t start revising and look forward (yeah right) t next year.

Flea ytd @ St.James w Carey :)
Imma happy kid cos I got 2 bags, a dress, shorts, tank and accessories for under $60
HAHAHAHA. SO HAPPY.
Lolllll. Going t th next flea on th 24th/25th w Xinlin and Lo i think!
MORE RETAIL THERAPY HAHAHA.
Gooood. But I'm frickin broke alr leh kaoz.

Ok enough bout that then had BBQ @ night and pool
Dance tmrw and celeb small Viv bday I think hahha.
Then hopefully I'll have enough motivation t drag me t Danz @ night.
Idk why, don't feel like going there anymore.
Maybe its time t move on... Where t go hmmmm...

OHWELL.
I hate choices.
I hate choosing.
Well, I guess not everyone's like me :)
BAIIIIII.

LOOK

2009-12-15T22:21:00.004+08:00

Pic from O School Recital w Lin :)
One motivation t dance harder and get th groove for hiphop :D

I just posted a whole post w alot of videos but they couldn't be played.
Shit asssssssssss.
Feeling very motivated by th contemporary dancers on SYTYCD.
Realized that most of them come in as contemporary.
And I think contemp is like one of th nicest dance styles evaaaa.
Style, poise, strength, grace. (Y)

Shall attempt to increase flexibility for now ba.
Like them, do 200 degree split in midair.
GO DIE LOL.

My motivation sounds like bullshit
Cos I didn't go dance tnight.
:/
Back ache acted up again after chinese dance tday.
HOW YOU TELL ME.
WANT TO IMPROVE BUT CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT TH FACKING BACK.
):

Shall go pharmacy t buy some numbing cream or something
So I can cont t ya my hou tui/yao.
Ok mental note.
Oh and gotta ya jian also. Everyday try t grab my hand behind my back LOL
FAIL LA SERIOUSLY. I CANNOT REACH YOU KNW -_-
Ohwell.

Ok th hiphop dancer just got eliminated.
SO SAD.
):

Ok bye

Update :)

2009-12-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

Back from dance.
I love My Baby (Y)
(Alot of people asking me th same question -_- Seriously don't think too much zzz)
HERE IT IS SO STOP ASKING

ITS DOPE SHIT AHAHA
IM GONNA PRACTICE LIKE HELLZZZ. GREAT SONG.
Feel that I'm finally able to like, learn faster th feel is therez.
BUT TDAY SO MANY PEOPLE I CANNOT SEE PROPERLY ZZ.
Ohwell, refer t th vid t practice :)
Jiayou!!!

Ogay a few photos t start y'all off.

More dance tmrw gonna die MY MUSSELS (HAHA) ACHING ZZZZZ.
4 day consecutive of chinese dance gonna kill me bigtimez. ): ):
So cui and shag tday dangdangdang.

So anw tday after chinesedance went bishan t slack w vivian.
So no mood cos I'm like tired crapz.
Then headed down Somerset t meet Jenny and Terrence(?) t Uniqlo.
Their sweatpants cheat people macchiam skinny cut only NOT NICE ZZZZZ.

Ohohoh food for thought,
Since love is selfless, why are we so selfish?
In no position to comment or criticise but hey, know the limits?
I understand your pain but I don't comprehend what you're doing.

ANOTHER FOOD FOR THOUGHT,
WHEN A GIRL SAYS NO SHE MEANS NO.
OK.
SO STOP. BUGGING. ME.
ANNOYINGSHIT.

2009-12-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

No pictures todaaayyy.
Got shoot tomorrow in Japanese school uniform!
HAHHA.
CAN FRICKIN' ACT CUTE YAY.

Btw took out th cornwrows.
Leavin them on for 2weeks was a BAAAAAAAD move.
I'm losing shitloads of hair from where th cornrows were nao
Plus, hair effing oily.
What the heckz.
Never doing it again.
Thank god it never curl if not I'mma fucking go insane.

Ideas on what hairstyle I should have tmrw?
Should I curl my hair??
Try, but th curling iron damn thin not good for big curls.
Ohwell. TRY

K bai

(This is negative shit)

2009-11-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

Old picture, I think back in sec1.
Kinda miss lower sec life though, I mean who doesn't -_-
Before th 'this bitch started it imma just getting back at her' shit
And before life came crumbling down

AH-HA.
(Ok enough of that)

SO, been VERY very preoccupied w danz now.
Idk if its a good thing or a bad thing but I knw I'll have a
Super lot of difficulty adjusting back to what my life 'should' be like.
Bull. Lollll.

Study like crap cos its O's next year.
Hopefully th crashcourse w dance this hols will give me higher chances in DSA.
Then I no need study so hard + can dance HAHAHAHA.

Ok so been attending open classes.
I'm still learning REAAAAAL slow.
But I'mma practice.
Jiayou vicccccc, press onnnnnnnnnnz.

Hope overtime I can see myself improve from th toot now till like all my idols
(Smile)

WHICH BRINGS ME BACK TO TH POINT,
TIME IS RUNNING OUT.
BEECH, th holiday just flew past like.
"Whoooo, hey hi bye"
Ok lame analogy.

2 more weeks of my $200 HEH.
Focus vic focus.

Oh then another worry is that
Hey everybeech studied during this hols.
Like wutttttttt, I'mma ded sheet.
1, holiday homework undone. 2, i think i haven't picked up a pen in like a mth.
Greeaaaatt.

Brain's on permanent hibernation here.
(knock knock) Frozen shit LOL.
*CRIES*

I promise myself t study hard like crap shit next year and forgo dance for a while like a while only a while to like mug hard and like do well for o's like do very well only very well. GOD I IS TYPING NONSENZ. OL

Kkz, hopefully next year will be better yes?
Here's some stuff I'm hoping will happen in th remaining year LOL.
1, Cmon reply me on my job thingys alr damn you people.
2, DANCE LIKE FUCK.
3, Study from 3rd week dec onwards (CMON STUDYBUDDY, LORENAAAA STUDY KKKK)
4, Adjust back to lonership + emoshit days in sch.
5, DON'T DRIFT W DANZ FRIENDS. PLSPLSPLSPLS ):

Ok 5 resolutions.
If I get a job I'mma soooo gonna pamper myself this xmas.
Yesyesyes?
SANTAAAAA, ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TWO HUNDRED DOLLAR A DAY JOBBB.
Lolllll.

P/S
Gonna start making resolutions for 2010 :D
Most importantly I wna take part in Danz recital next year
(ASH YA SEE THIS HELLOHELLO)
I will work like tripley or like quadrupley hard lor.
Lemme in lemme in lemme in LOLL.

Ok off bye.

Success!

2009-11-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

I thought I rotated them but oh well.

Ok, so th first is something like th original shirt I got from ClubMarc.
Haha, Lo remember cheap thrills?
Long sleeved, big and yeeeeuckk.

So, I did some cutting, snipsnipsnip
And ta-daaa!!
Nice anot nice anot :)
Very hiphop right! :D
But have t wear a tank inside cos its super obscene without HAHA.

Ok baibai.

2009-11-25T10:34:00.001+08:00

Overdued photos from studio shoot :)
Will be going down t Quest for interview soon.
Hope I make th cut yes no yes no plssssssssssss.
Oh and I've more job offers coming alr!!
Hope I get all.
Good pay good pay (Y)

Oh I screwed dance yesterday again HAHA.
Francis' class was ok for once ;)
Managed t catch. Lorena damn cute (Y)

But I screwed Ash's again DUH.
Practice practice practiceee!
I wna go on Sun!!! ;D

Kthxbai.

Back

2009-11-22T23:53:00.005+08:00

Hi no I didn't die if that was what you were thinking LOL.
Hiatus cos ma' daddy screwed up th internet @ th new place.
Btw, I've officially moveeeed :)

Staying @ Lorong Chuan naoz.
Waiting for official house warming then can invite everyone overrr ;)

Life has been rather interesting.
I like totally have no morning/afternoon life LOL.
Cos Imma pig from like 12am till 12pm LOL.

Nightlife (Y)
Makes me happy heehhh.
PRACTICE :B

Anw, worked tday w Angie.
Kns no customer + heels = want to die.
Showgirl isn't easyyyyyyyyy NO SHIT
At least got my $$$$$

Hope th other job offers come thru.
OH AND I WANT CLASS CHALET!!!
Clash w dec 12 plsss, then I no need tell my mum about th midnight job thing.

Ooohoooh,
+ I got my braidsssssss/cornrows after work tday :B
Contented.
BoA's hairstyle pretty pretty pretty yaaaay
POST A PICTURE SOOOON.

(update)

Naked face pls don't zoom in on th hugeass pimple on my forehead -_-
Or emphasize on how small my eyes are beeches LOL.
Ohoh, and haircolour haircolour, (POINTS)

Ok bai

2009-11-17T10:46:00.003+08:00

Sup y'all.
Sneak peek of what I've been up to yesterday.
Hoho.
(Ok yes I admit I photoshopped my arms OK FAT OK. Don't remind me LOL)

Anyhoo,
I had fun ytd (Y)
Tiring but coolshit.
K bye.

Raw shot

Waiting for complete compilation including candids! Haha.
Bye

2009-11-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

(Poke)
Wazzzuppppz. :)
Just finished drinking another bottle of bird's nest.
Th last one, awwww ):

Anwz, life's pretty much boooorriiinggg.
Well, won't be anymore starting next week.
I think I'm gonna be so cui that next day no need wake up LOL.
Gown shoot on mon!
Th girls for th shoot are like well experienced, I scared I screw up manz ):
Somemore I think I'm th youngest -_-
Make friends make friends :D:D:D

Reality check
(Grrr how many times have I mentioned it, makes me wonder if reality is actly impt)
Seems t me like I've lost touch w all my school friends.
Suckage.
Everyone from 3/3 etcetc all so distant.
Cept for vivian and lo who I've still been going out w man
Miss Carey! :):) (You better see this LOL, owe me outing heehee)

Building an alternate reality and seeking solace in outside friends?
Idk how long this can last me but I'm beginning t feel more close w them
Than everyone else in school.
Aw shucks ):

Then when sch reopen lei?
No friends again loh, win.
LOL. Urgh negativity.

Weeeeellllllllll, :)
Life's like that.
Moving house on wed and I finally get t wear my bee-kee-kneeee. LOL.
Jaccuzzi (Y) + I wna book pool room t attempt t play pool w myself LOL.
Aiya learn ma, one more skill is better than having none at all, correct? :)

Idiot supposed t come overnight TEACH ME CRY HEEHEEEE.
WE CAMP @ TH POOL!!
PLZPLZPLZ I WNA LEARN TH SONG SO NAISSSSSS ):
LOL.

K bai.

Denial.

2009-11-11T11:43:00.002+08:00

Someone tell me the truth, am I a horrible dancer?

I feel I dance ugly,
Howhowhowhowhow.
Even chinese dance,
Looking @ th SYF videos make me realize eh I don't dance as good as I think I do.
And hiphop super no groove.

HOW.

2009-11-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

New post cos I'm real highhhhh now! :)
Love da picho :D

Anw!
I've got a new idol!
She's real incredible cos she dances like every single genre.
Modern, hiphop, jazz, waackng, reggae.
Ohmymymymy...

And shes taken part in many competitions with great achievements k!
Drooling...

Shes Idol3 alr ok. Let's have more t add t my collection k :)
Dun tell you her blog HAHAHA.
Ask me privately and I may consider :)

Haha I feel so megastalker but still,
Perhaps I should challenge myself and start learning choreos too high for my standard
For faster improvement?
I should really get th $200 package.
Then I go for Ash's Inter Open class. (Its killer btw,)

IM IN LOVEEEEEEEEEE (L)
Bye babehs,
Just keep dancing dancing dancing.

Can't wait to make it t tertiary education k,
Imma see those people having extraordinary lives after they leave sec sch.
I want mine t be so colourful also leiiiiiii.
Maybe shouldn't aim t go VJC so that I can have more time to dance outside :X
Cos NYJC's just 2mins walk from my new place.
LOL.
Sigh. Opportunity costs.

Halloween pictures!

2009-11-09T19:54:00.003+08:00

Photoshoot @ MG.

This picture was taken by me ok. Billy's DSLR (Y)
RIP Jae, welcome L LOLLLLL
Hot wax yeouchhh. (Nah not hot at all -_-)

LOOK LIKE JENNIFER'S BODY PICTURE. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jennifer's_Body
Behind th scenes hahah
Nice xcept th fact I got fat face dang dang dang.

Group photo! :)

Hi, sup.

Scary not, hahahaha.

Nothing t blog bout,
should I sign for th $200 dance package at DP?
So tempting but I think I'll be shag beyond repair LOL.
Cui.

Baiz :)

Performance;

2009-11-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Got pictures from photographer tday :)
Rest in my comp okz.
Jaeeeeee!
Clarrissa behbeh :)
Dom's super squashing me lor. wtf see me so tiny there LOL
Girls :D
Performers! (L)
Peekchas w th MG people before/after performance :)
Got alot more k, on my FB.
Lazy t upload :)

Bugis tmrw to look for fake eyelashes for dance!
Got our makeup kit alr.
Rhomblon makeup supersupersuper cheaaaaap.
Scary lol.

You're really getting on my nerves.
Grrrrrrrr.

2009-11-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

I'm back with a whole new set of pictures lol.
Still owe th BYD and Danz Ignition ones :)

Will upload sooooooon.
Meanwhile, as an alternative,
You can check them on my FB :)

Bye.

我的快乐，会回来的。

2009-10-30T21:01:00.005+08:00

Wanted t post something very emo,
But I promised people to be positive!

So instead I spam you w photos again,
From LTA Trip :)
I like this super much (Y) LOL
NEO SO CUTE!
Sandwich which I made that pwns ttm :)
Plaster -_-
:)

Credits to Q! :)

Sorry if I look like crap w/o MU.
Brings down my self confidence alot sia LOL.

Tell myself idc alr but cannot leh.
Idk wut I want actually LOL.
So perfect it hurts,
Tsktsk. 我不配

Do you ever think of me?

Peekchas :)

2009-10-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

From Dans Fest,
Th day when Idiot was being a total idiot. LOL.
Make me rush there and end up sleeping in Raffles City toilet while waiting
Zzzzzzz. LOL.
Idiot and Crazywoman! :)

Lorrrr, now I update alr dun say no pictures ok HAHA

Look at her! Cute ttm!
Like th emoshit-ness. But ya knw I'm not so vulgarrrr :X
:X
"Ahh, no will zao geng!" -_- Yeah, totally LOL

I think Idiot looks nice here lor cmonz.
Love th hair hereeee (L)
Dslr effect ogay! :) Idc if Ash dun like that face LOL. I like can alr.

Past few days have been ogay,
Up down up down lor

I'm really tired ttm.
Energy maxed out alr, super cui.
But gotta work hard for perf next tues.

Hope they don't pull me out cos I couldn't go today ):
Sorry.

I will work hard kkkkkkkkkkk.
Pinky promiseeewszx.

So, I'm not showing for sch tmrw.
Cleared all my stuff from sch for good HAHAH.
Hope Carey can successfully take my report book home from Mdm Neo's clutches
LOL

Will update BYD photos soon.
Omg fugly face ):

Got scolded by LLS during dance tday.
Super saddening ):
But really lah my fault.
See everyone saying I very negativeeee.
Must be positiveeee D:

Sorry, didn't mean it that wayy.
Was really super tired out.

Then rushed to Ignition.
Last class last class omg I sad sia ):
TOOK PEEKCHAS. Cocked face again dang.
Will upload when I get.

Something tells me I should have worn makeup tday zzzz.
Ohwell HAHAHA.

Really motivated and inspired now.
Feel a sense of self-assurance.
Hope this lasts long.
Last me through dance ok :)

Bye.

Hiatus

2009-10-22T15:31:00.001+08:00

Deciding whether to go on a hiatus, from life.
I didn't go t school tday, gave me plenty time t think.

Forget about th picture post my Internet is down so
If ya want get it from Angie's fb
LOL :)

I really agree with "it never rains, it only pours"
Sudden stress overwhelms me ):

Hate being a loser for everything in my life you know,
When every aspect of life fails right in front of you,
Yeah thats th kinda feeling I've got now.

Wonder how much worser it'll be when results are back.
Laugh at self.
Speaking of results,
If I don't do well then its byebye to dance for good.
At least 3/4 As ok, and no fails. Then I think my mum will let? :X

I really think I don't have the natural ability to dance.
Its like all forced and whatever people complete in a year I take double or even more

Really need time to think things out
I dont wna give up,
Quitters are losers I know.
But, sigh I've alr lost.

Thanks t those people who let me vent out everything last night :)
Hate restrictions ttm.
Don't wna give up on everything that I've worked hard towards.
IDK HOW HARD IS MY HARD BUT I THINK I GOT WORK HARD OK.
Sometimes it just isn't enough. ):

Someone tell me how t get th groove?
I replay and replay and replay th song
Looking at th vid over and over and over again
To figure whats wrong but I just can't seem t put my finger on it.
Its not like I don't practice :(
I practice everyday lor damnitz D:

And performance song still looks like shit.
YEAH I DANCE LIKE SHIT YA HAPPY.
:(
Depressing much.

Heart very pain,
Screw this.
Screw my fucking selfdenial.
I hate myself for all this shit seriously.

I tell myself I can dance,
I tell myself (secret yes),
I tell myself I work hard,
I tell myself to believe,
Now I should tell myself to fuck off and die.

Bye.

What do you want to do with life?

2009-10-18T14:29:00.002+08:00

Taken yesterday @ Steamboat :D
More pictures w Gie, will update when I get em.

Anw, I got asked this question.
It set me thinking ya know,

What Do I want to do?

I have many dreams and aspirations in life,
But of which I think most are shortlived.
But I do know my passion in dance is something that won't die out.
Right?

Currently,
I see myself in th coming year:

I'll be studying hard for O's for sure. And attempting to DSA into VJC. Oh and getting that navel piercing I want so much heh. After which, I'd probably be modelling for income and teaching piano. I'd take up the Dance Performance Programme and try for Oschool's Recital under lyrical jazz. Then I'd be learning many different types of dances under many different schools.

In 2 years time,
I'd want t be in VJ dance, JC1. Learning my Diploma in Piano. Studying hard and probably halfway through my DPP. I'd probably break into O or MF if I had the chance.

Afterwhich upon completion of A's, I'd want to go into NUS and join Dance Blast! or Chinese dance or Dance Synergy OR ALLLL OF THEMMM. Lol Crazy dreams. I'd want to be learning to be a lawyer or psychiatrist or studying medicine. (Wow heh) I'd probably want to take Higher Dip or Masters in Piano now and would still be modelling! :D

And after I graduate I'd want to be working under the government first, before breaking into my own business and expanding overseas. I'd want to continue dancing, but I don't think that would be possible anymore. So my dancing days would probably end when I graduate. Yeah, guess life's like that as an adult. But what would I know.
Lol.

Here's my life goal, there's bound to be changes right :)
Thats for now, I haven't thought that far LOL.

I feel damn childish sia haha, thinking everything would be as easy as it appears to be.
Neh, doing well in life would take alot of determination and perserverance.
Which I lack, indefinitely.

Ohwell,

P/S
I ordered th Airtroupes alr, :)
Guess they'll be arriving soon.

BBB _|_

2009-10-17T13:27:00.004+08:00

I think youre a fucking poser.
Fucking get your own life.
Come awn, claim that I'm a horrible girl
And you wna COPY ME?
(Omg, sounds all too familiar BUT STILL)

FUCK OFF MAN SERIOUSLY.
Argh, I really want t squeeze you dry of your fats.
You don't deserve no shit,
Really.
You want the truth?
I think you're a fucking mad bitch.
Bark bark bark all day.
Wtf seriously.

Argh I'm so angry.
Oh and did I point out th extent of your photoshop.
Please lah if you cannot photoshop please don't try?
Macchiam jagged lines and super obvious attempt to slim yourself down.
(Bark)

FUCKING SHIT.
I think th thing totally suits you.
LAUGH.
FATPHATFAT. Weeeeeee.

Copy lah cb -'-
And NO you fucking CANNOT dance.
You disgrace th brand bigtime.

I think you could make a living of disgusting people
By shaking your amazingly HUGE boobs in front of them
Yucky shit.

I'm sick of all this pretence.
Honestly,
Have some originality PLEASE.

Sorry, I needed an output for that sudden burst out emotion.

-
Btw,
http://www.fivestarsonline.com/index.php?q=en/dance-crown-honor-2009-finals-promotion
Genting yo? :D

2009-10-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

I look like I tio punched sia HAHAHA.
Shoot tday, they had me put on super heavy eyeliner omg -_-
Waiting for th photos!
Its very pretty omgg I saw alr :D

Anw, its on purpose ok th eyeliner smudging thing
I totally sprayed my face w water then I realized that
OH, My eyeliner's on.
Hahaha. Ok nevermind.

"In the Oxford School Dictionary, ‘Justice’ is defined as ‘being just: fair treatment’.

Bullshit.

In my dictionary, Justice is not about giving that terrorist the death sentence.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about jailing that rapist.
In my dictionary, Justice is not about punishing that boy who bullied the girl.

In my dictionary, Justice is about fighting for yourself: Just yourself.
In my world, Lady Justice doesn’t do her job; I do her job.

If I am born as a deer, I will hunt and kill tigers.
If I am born into a poor family, I will rob the wealthy of their riches.
If I am born without legs, I will break everyone’s legs.
If I am born hearing impaired, I will slice off everyone’s ears.

That is Justice."

Excerpt from LKH's new book, Lilith.

Bye.

Can't be denied the chance to fight for what feels right;

2009-10-15T13:38:00.007+08:00

Pictures.
I think theres 2 more but I'm lazy t upload LOL.

Today is slack at home and rot day cos I'm super shag.
Btw, I've just found Try's piano scores.
(Y) Back to th keyboard behbeh.
(To those who don't know, thats a song from Fame)

Gotta practice real hard cos th crashcourse w dance lessons totally burnt me out.
Its like mind blank now hello (waves)
I wish I had the talent.

(Edited, loosers who go and zoom in pls die lol)
Why is it so hard not to feel inferior?
Suckage victoria admit defeat

Wanted t upload videoo of Try by ME ;D
But Blogger is an asssz D:
Bye

(edit)
Forget it lololol.
Lets look at these:

Preeeeddyyy?
They are coming t mama, reaaaal soon.
(Ok I am seriously broke now cos I bought highcuts from Gmark alr so ya)

Wait till Xmas,
then I can order you from Rmk.

These shoes are specially designed for female dancers,
ALL TH MORE I WANT LAAH SIA LAH DAMN CHIO.
And th price is real affordable as welllll
(Ok, my terms of affordable. I mean, 150 IS ok lor.)
And they're Nikes so yehhhhh;

Highcuts is an addiction (Y)
Motivation t dance ma LOL
Bye.

Haha Loser;

2009-10-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

Went to catch this tday w wawa.
Epic fail.
2 losers who sneaked into NC16 and ended up running out halfway.
Goddamn gory. (N)

But eh I still dunno whos th killer
CMON SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN ME LEI ):

That loser made this loser spend alot of money
Which makes this loser super broke ):

Spent 5bux on Take5 class @ Jitterbugs.
DAMN FUN IDK WHAT GENRE IT IS BUT COOL LOR.
HAHHAHA.
Like toots :X

Then we went shoppinggg;
We bought eyelash and glue k.
Wawa wear alr really look like wawa.
LMAO.

Anw, went back for mac's icecream and Ash's class.
Had Candy's Platform after.
Ok so we mega losers couldn't keep up w th pace again.
Ohgosh.
Ok steps were still manageable but she was like bombing us @ mega fast pace.
Platform people are mega pros. Wtf.

Anw so yeah,
Nearly died and this 2 losers left th class halfway.
LMAO
To candy if she ever reads this;
Imma super sorry D:

Went t macs find th rest of th girls then trained home
THIS GIRL WAS SO SCARED THAT SHE DARE NOT GO CATHAY'S TOILET ALONE
YOU TELL ME LAH,
WALAO -_-
THEN SHE DARE NOT GO HOME ALSO AND WANT T COME MY HOUSE STAY.
SERIOUSLY LOLLLLLLLLLLL.
It isn't thaaaaat bad :/

K i'm damn cui now.
Imagine 5choreos in 2days different genre.
Best. (Y)

Bye.

This is th life;

2009-10-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello,
today is a very eventful day.
(Y)
Very tiring like what not, but still.
I'm very in love.

Lit paper.
But thats not interesting so we shan't talk about that.

Then after which lorena came my house
And then I doll her up
YAAAAAAAAAAAAY (L)
Kudos to my proness in makeup ogay.
I've got th photos in my cam
Of which her eyes macchiam big shit
HAHAHA.

Upload soon.
Then train down to Somerset.
Ate lunch at this jap place, but th food is gudddz (Y)
And went t Cine to get tickets for Fame.

I'm so in love babeh.
Though th storyline is completely crap.
Really worth to watch
Amazing people w amazing talent.
Motivation.
(TH CINEMA WAS LIKE FULL EVEN THOUGH IT STARTED LIKE 3WEEKS AGO OMG)

Oh, this pair of Puma highcuts @ Leftfoot
Is frickin godlike.
Its like purple and pink w fur.
LOL
BEST. (Y)

Aftermath walked to Ion,
Attempted to eat th Takoyaki but th queue bleedy longz ):
Then got some sausage thingy which was my dinner.

Planted ourselves @ Orchard MRT
Talked bout stuffs then I trained to MG.
Jae brought me to th new crib yoooozzzzzzzz :D

Ok I still prefer Central more though :X
BUT STILL,
NEW HOMEEEEEEEEE (Y)

Practiced the performance dance,
Wl we back up dancers for Jae only lor
HAAHAHA.
Promise me (L)

Rushed down by cab to Danzpeople for Lyrical.
Ashley not here tday -_-
Replacement teacher, er I forgot his name
BUT HE FUCKING FUNNY OGAYZ.
OMG IM SO HAPPY NOW HAHHAA.

Its damn cool I swear and Lo's joining me next week.
SO HAPPY AAAAAH.
THIS IS TH LIFE MAN.
THIS IS TH TYPE OF POSTEXAM LIFE I'M SUPPOSED T LEAD HAHAHA.
Bye $$$$$.

Saw familiar face! :)

Ok I've got dance tmrw also -_-
Jenny's pyschoing me into Candy's platform.
Should I go?
No moolah yoz ):
Sadshit.
I wish I was fucking filthy rich.
):

Byeeeee.
I'm gonna pig out tmrw (Zzzzzzzzz)
Love y'all manymany!

This whole post is in pink and huge cos I FEEL LIKE IT.
Bye.

PISS OFF, YOU TH FRIENDSTEALER.

2009-10-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

I'm very zi dong one,
If you choose to replace me with her.
Then I will disappear and leave you with your happy ending.
(Not a guy.)

No questions asked.
Just don't fucking regret cos I won't be coming back.

And you,
Piss off.

(I'm angry, duh)

So anw,
Amath paper, killer.
Physics, not so I guess HAHAHA.

Imma feeling shitty now thanks.
I wonder why I always indulge when I'm upset.
I like finished a slice of coffee cheesecake thats like th size of A5 paper.
Wtfeck.
Argh, indulge.
-_-

Thanks ya
I blame you for my emotional dismay and my ever growing waistline.

-
Got a shoot for this coming wed 11am.
LMAO.
People t pei me anyone? :)

Bye.

SSS.

2009-10-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

Hello, update.
EMATH IS DAOWNZ.
:)

It makes my day.
Paper wasn't veryyyyy difficult.
Hopefully I don't have many careless mistakes eh.
):
Careless mistakes are killah.

Anw, today's title is an,
Inside secret.
(Hor Carey hor, haha. Stupid girl who thought I was signing G instead -_-)

We could totally continue making up more stuff.
HAHAHA.

Anw, tday's epic killer was:
YOU ALL STILL WANT TO TALKING?!
(Hugs stomach and diez)

Mugged at KFC for 2+ hours?
Lol. I completed Trigo.
My proving pwns you now HAHA.

Lorena then came my house.
Shirlene intro somemore Gmark stuff wtf youz hahaha.
And watching MJ's movie w Wawa next wed!
Oh and Fame on tues, and Bugis on thurs!
TEEHEEE.

I'm gonna be dang busy next week.
Monday - Papers, Contemp @ DP
Tues - Lit, Fame!, GirlsHH @ MG, LyricalJazz @ DP
Wed - MJ, DanzIgnition @ DP
Thurs - Bug w vivianzwszx, Locking @ MG? ;D

Ogay, I've got Friday free. I thinks
HAHA.
IMMA HAVING DANCE EVERYDAY THIS IS GODLIKE LOVE (L)

Anw, concert on 3rdNov @ Esplanade!
Come support MG ogays,
Love y'all bigtimez.

Bye.

2009-10-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

RESPECT.
If you one some, start behaving like a proper human being.

To dig your own grave?

2009-10-07T21:31:00.003+08:00

Random thoughts;

I'm real glad Bigbang came up with this.
Imagine all th bigbang fancrazed girls who smoke and give up just cos of this ;)
Touching. HAHA (Ok, aww fantasies)

Credits deviantart.
Totally. I will kick your ballz if you puff a cloud in my face.
Ok I think th artist meant BREATHE but he ran out of space for E.

I'll save you all th "Did you knows"
Cos I bet y'all know right.
I wonder what spurs smokers on, the will to die young? Argh.

I'd rather be eaten alive by wild animals -_-

Honestly, I really despiseeeeee smokers yesyesyes.
I don't believe in smokers having any redeemable factors.
Yuck, lungs full of tar.

(Ok so something spurred me to write this post, bye.)

When your best just isn't good enough

2009-10-06T17:50:00.004+08:00

I'm taking a break from studying again
(Hahaha like how many times have I said that Lol)

So anw, th motivation's gone now.
Not like it was there in the first place.
But I think it got worse after demoralizing papers.
Bullshit.
Lol

Mama told me never to give up,
But ohwellllll I'm halfway there alr hahahaha.

I'm editing th photos I owe now.
Haha.
Haven't been taking alot of pictures lei,
Grown up from those days? HAHAHA.
NOTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Be back later with the photos :)

I think I'm gonna fail every single paper that I've taken.
Feel like crap cos they cheated us during Chem tday.
Th MCQ facking easy and th Paper was like crap Zzzzzzzz.
(Ok I know alot of y'all will go, BULLSHIT LAAA)

But I think I under performed.
Arghhhh,

Bye.

(Edit)
Photos to keep you coming back for more
HAHA, I'm over estimating myself -_-

Wanted t upload more, blogger screwed me.
Toobad :)

PLEASE VISIT THIS;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7OzXO2mnrM
Instant cheer-you-up potion
HAHAHA.
DISTURBIA ALRIGHT.

Bye

Yeah, you forgot me.
(/Edit)

C-c-countdown

2009-10-02T21:55:00.004+08:00

2 papers done tday.
Intense mugging tmrw and on Sun w Lorenaaaaa.
Completing chem revision for good and starting SS.

I'm confident for chem lorrrr
(Smiley face :B)
Few more darkspots and I'm done.

SS, is, CMI.
LOL

Anw, tday is a no study day for me.
Totally drained after 2papers and 2hours of chem.

Here's what I've been doing;

PLAYAZ CLUB. We'e learning that next week! Omfag, so hard damnit ):

Never. I think its easy, maybe can selfteach :)

OH BTW DID I MENTION I FINISHED THATS NOT MY NAME CHOREO! ;D
(I think I did but ya, finished selfteaching)

This is effing dope;

Stephie and Yanwei think its dope shit too.
(I'm still damn high over this song ogay. Facking hard also D:)

I can be stuck @ th comp watching these vids over and over again.
My mum thinks I'm crazy cos my arms are swinging around like mad while watching
LOL

Practiced aligator CRAWL
Haaha.
Hoping to master first 2 pages asap.
Bye.

(edit)
AFTER SEEING ALL TH VIDS,
I REALLY WANT T DANCE.
BIGTIME.

ARGH HURRY UP EXAMS I WNA GET YOU OVER AND DONE W.

Sometimes I feel I'm wasting my time
So little accomplished since so long alr.
Want t work hard but I can't cos have t prioritize studies.
Cmon luh,
I think studying gets me nowhere.
Uhoh.
(/edit)

暗恋是一种快感得自虐;

2009-09-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

Credits Deviantart.
"Love seems to play by thats own melody. Whether that be a sad tune or one that's upbeat and energetic. Alot of the time that love is not returned and you find yourself alone, haunted by that melody, tortured by that heart-throb beat.
I used the rose to represent compassion, longing, romance....and the guitar obviously to represent that tune that the heart seems to hum when you've found yourself in love. The vibrant red against the mellow blue is to indicate one who fell in love, in turn, only to recieve rejection and heartbreak. "

I've got alot to post.
Not here. (smiles)

Idk how you do it,
But you make me start thinking all over again.
This is bull.

Can't seem t put my finger on it.
Bye.

2009-09-26T23:10:00.001+08:00

I IS FEEL SO BIMBO NAO.
Omg save me.
(You knw I knw, crap)

Are you happy?

2009-09-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

HELLO,
New blogskin up.
This one's got a title at th top of th posts ;)

Makes me happy.
(No not really)

My brain is like fried chicken noodles now.
I feel so screwed,
Ohwell.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
(As if)

Needed a change.
Well, FAME'S in cinema's today.
Really want to watch it.
But have to clear all my last minute revision first?

I'm so scared I screw my EOY's like no Mama's business yeh.
Time for a hiatus soon ;)

I just realized after which I've still got billionz of things going on.
Gotta practice piano and get th new songs done.
Competition in dec.
Work, clear all sec3 queries, dance.
Hmmm...

I smell now
(I HAVENT BATHE HAHAHAHA, OOPS)
Need to find one day to stay out late to study again,
Maybe next time it'll work out (not)

Oh and thanks Suen for th monkey lanyard :B

Bye.

2009-09-24T21:14:00.003+08:00

From Pei's blog!

Firstly, thanks to everyone for everything!
Really surprised that random people remembered my birthday!
I'm very touched kaaaaaaaay (L)

Cake's DIY by Carey and Aru, th design only lah.
Hahaha!
Thanks babe for running all over for it ok!
(And coming early as well lololol)
Andand th necklace and pink sunglasses omg!

Got many more gifts and pictures to post up urgh.
Esp those from yuki that day.
Even got video of th mega icecream pouring session lmao.
(I'll find time to do so yesssss)

Thanks Vivian for your scrapbook also!
I will continue taking photos and fill it up ok! :D

And thanks Rt for th card w POKERFACE
Teehee, thanks.
Bitter sweet sour spicy, we've been thru it all yeah?
Love ya, sorry for all that I've done lololol.

Thanks Kx and Lorena for Rubi shoes!
Zomg I can't believe how idiotic I am ok.
I really didn't know it was for me. -_-
Bought it in my face somemore! LOL ARGH.

Thanks Huiling for your necklace teehee.
Though very early! Hahaha.
I will wear very pretty I dare not accept ya knw :D:D

And thanks t everybody who texted/FB/wished me.
Thanks to those darlings who stayed up till midnight,
Those who wanted to but cannot make it HAHAHA
And those who wished today! :D
And those birthday hugs!
And th 2 times of megaloud birthday songs hahaha.

Got smashed w th cake tday,
Argh, cream all over my face lmao.
Thanks though, YES VERY MEMORABLE LAH.

I realize all of th presents have pink inside, somehow.
LOL.

I really hope to mature,
And not be that ignorant bitch ever again.
Bygones be bygones,
And not rake up the past?
I hope I can practice what I preach.

BUT BEFORE THAT,
Come awnnnn,
You can totally admit to massive photoshop
And attempt at plagarism nao.

Would have been better if you had a highmegapix cam
To actually replicate those highmegapix shots yes?
(Laughs at th obvious, ie flower pattern and inner eggshell)

Puhlease.
-

K DONE.
LOLOLOL PROMISED MYSELF T GROW UP YEAH.
GROW UP VIC, GROW UP :D

Realize I didn't really have a birthday wish this year.
Hmmm.
Well.

Thanks all I really appreciate and 'mma really touched yes!
Bye

2009-09-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

Random update!
(Alot's been happening, studying lazy t update properly. Got pictures to post soon!)

Note @ 4:41 th interviewer says;
"Were you nervous just now when they said you have to look like your blog when you go up and get your prize?"

LOL, if you know who she is then you'll know why.
"I do photoshop, ABIT"

INTERVIEWING HER LIKE MACCHIAM TALKING T PRIMARY SCHOOL KID OMGGGG.
Bimbo. (Really, see I'm not lor)

K, Not flaming her.
Argh Xuesha supporters don't come and keel me.
Just, omg.

Teehees, bye.

2009-09-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

Tday, I recieved the best birthday present I could ever ask for.
I PASSED MY PIANO.
LIKE, ZOMG TYCOSHIT.
PASSED W MERIT KKKK!

When I get th cert I will scan and post it up here okokokok! :)

AND THANKS HUILING DEAR FOR TH EARLY BDAY PRESENT :O
I abit paiseh to 收下 YA KNW.
Looks damn ex you shittt Hahaha.
BUT THANKS ALOT VERY PRETTY I LOVE ITTTTT (L)

K might be going on hiatus,
Will be screwing EOYs if I don't mug harder!
Bye.

2009-09-17T20:25:00.001+08:00

HIII,
OMG I LIKE THIS PIC COS ITS DANG PINK
NO ITS NOT ME ):

BUT, IM HERE T ANNOUNCE SOMETHING LOL.
K lah, so th sch gave us opportunity t perform for CHINGAY 2010!

IM SO HAPPY YESSSS.
I'VE SIGNED UP W RT ALR.

ONE STEP FORWARD,
Watch it world,
Vic is coming your way hahaha.
:D

2009-09-16T20:07:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO,
DANCE GOT POSTPONED TDAY.
THATS WHY IM HOME EARLY. ARGH.
Wanted to go pract w th girls
But laoshi made us bring home th costume t hang -_-
So, da bao xiao bao how t go dance! LOL.

No pictures shall entertain you w this

Trying t learn this! Real easy but fast :X

Ok so anw,
Tday was judgement day for dance.

Contrary t what I thought,
I'm in Ex-Co k.
WARDROBE MISTRESS -_-
OMG.

Congrats to LORENA AND RT FOR PRES AND VICE KKKK!
Must work tgt ya! Heh.

(dies)
Thats like th hardest job arghhhh.
Lol.
K lah in comm means I got something on my resume next time for DSA lol.

K YUKIYAKI BEHBEH.
SATURDAYYYY (L)
WEAR PRETTY PRETTY AND TAKE PHOTOS HAHAHA!
Shall check up on th price now.
Let's slackkk tdaaaaaaay.

Bye.

P/S
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIRLENE!
(Hee I forgot, heheheheh)
BUT STILL!
CYA NEXT DANCE!

2009-09-13T20:06:00.004+08:00

Been bloghopping;
Got a burning question.
Is one year very long?

Like, how much should one accomplish in a year to call it an accomplishment?
Argh I feel like a loser now.
No naturally inclined ability?
What am I good at? (Answer for you, NOTHING)

Been dancing this for 8 years now;

Disgrace?
Cos I'm not even up to th standard yet.

And what about this?
Close to one year, forget about th 2month break in between.

And this,
Do I even have th standard to consider? (This is lyrical jazz btw)

Perhaps I should stop setting too high a goal for my ability, yes?
I feel like a lousy dancer. LOL.
I see people who accomplish so much in less than a year,
And still feel they haven't done anything.

What about me?
I ask myself, How long have I been dancing? Where am I now?

I've got no answers.
Do you?

2009-09-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

Obsessed with this.
No its not mine I wish it was.
LOL.

Flag day tday,
W Kx Rt Val Viv
We actually did ask for donations k.
Shout until throat dry. Stupid.
Singaporeans are a heartless bunch actually,
Not like foreigners are much better.
(No offence really)

I mean th least they could do was smile say no or shake head.
Some stared like they never seen such a thing in their life.
And some guy who just bought a Prada bag gave us th face -_-
So shit man.

This teaches us how t deal w rejection, LOL.
K I guess I knw how t react alr. Hahaha.
(Keep going and stay strong about it lollllll)

Ok so we slacked and got zhi char @ FEP.
Omg th hotplate noodles are godlike (Y)
And then grape snowblend :D

Went in search for piercing shop,
Primitive!
Did an airbrush (HAHAHA, SO NOOB OMG)
On nape of neck.
Chio lor my mum thought real.
Valerie did 恋! Very nice kkkk :D

There was this tourist who wanted to do navel piercing
I'd like t say that we've seen it all first hand.
BUT, TH STUPID PIERCER WON'T LET US IN.
Even though th lady say can alr,
Wtccccc ):

Argh, but she say not pain (Y)
And it looks dang nice. Omg. Though it was still swollen.

Seriously considering one.
Need moolah, find time when I dance less, think about aftercare/aftermath.
LOL.
Parents seriously against but wdv.

So went back and tried t get more donations.
Then Kx go get balloon!
Hahaha, me and Rt followed cos she said (heeheehee)

But out of balloons ):
Made 3 trips up ROFL jst t get balloons. Argh.
(Oh we were in th underpass)

Anw, aftermath was that th Perfume Guy gave us samples of th perfume -_-

Us: *pekchek, no balloon ):* (sits down)
Rt: (to perfume guy) Hi, would you like t donate?
Perfume Guy (PG): I never bring my wallet lei (smile)(distribute perfume sample wtc) Kx: I want balloon!
PG: You must wait leh, not so early, maybe later got another round.
PG: Why y'all so sian ah.
Me: We walk around doing this for like 6hrs?! (points to donation bag)
PG: HUH?! WAH. (give shock face)

Omg he so cute LOLOLOL.
I actually remembered th conversation.
Sorry la.
CMON VIVIAN, ADMIT IT. YOU PAJIAO ISIT LOLOLOL. :)

Went down Cine saw Alvin they all.
THEY ASK US GO BACK ORCHARD W THEM PUT BACK DONATION BAG.
WHEN WE JUST REACH
BASTARD RIGHT LOLOLOOL.

Made them go down w our bags
While we sat @ Koufu and talked about alot of stuff.
I LIKE (Y)

Then they came back "find us"
Which was actually just t get smoothie and walk t train. LOL.

K very wordy post sorrayes.
Bye!
Omg perfume guy (Y)

2009-09-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

THIS IS TH CURRENT SEX (L)
3-D!! SO CUTEEEEE

Th storyline is like Transformers + GI Joe combine tgt loll.
But loveee guinea pigs! :D

I want t watch Danceflick ):
Someone watch w meeeeeeeee~

2009-09-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

May be over-reacting BUT,
If it is what I think it is.
Imma gonna make you eat your words
Shove it up your ass
And screw you upside down.

(Lol, like very vulgar eh)
Cos I never do anything (Well, my definition of never do anything)
So if it is hor,
Then you can go and drink your mother's milk now.

Tremendous change,
But hey,
YOU DON'T SCARE ME BEHBEH.

Bye.

2009-09-09T22:50:00.003+08:00

HIIII,
JENNY1 SAYS MY POSTS ARE ALL EMOSHIT;
SO TDAY I POST SOMETHING VERY HAPPY KKK?
Jenny1 please tag nao hahahaha.

Hahhaha, apart from th fact Imma gonna fail my piano exam.
Tday was a happy day (Y)

I love th hoodie (points above)
Getting it from Gmarket! :) :) :)

So anw,
Piano exam, walkedaroundwMum, retailtherapy, dance.
I BOUGHT SOME SCAR REMOVAL THINGY,
HOPE IT WORKS ARGH.

Andand, this is t kx!
I BOUGHT TONGLUOSHAO AGAINNNNNNNN FROM ISHI MURA (L)
Hahhahaha.

So anw dance,
Ash was pissed off by us, ):
Must work harderrrr
Strive t be like my idol!!!! (yaknw,iknw)

Then late dinner w th girls.
Mac Icecream is th current SEX (not flex now roflmao)
Then we crap alot lor.
Hahaha, make me so high omggg!
Next week I also want ):
But sch start alr, zzzz.

We're crazy over Gmarket.
Which reminds me, I WNA CHECK OUT TH ADDIDAS SHOESSSSS! $$$$

K best I forgot what I wanted t blog about
Imma happy kid.
Imma happy that I've found people who share th same passion for dance yeah!
STRIVE T DO BETTER (Y)
O SCHOOL RECITAL NEXT YEAR BABESWSZX :D

Bye!

2009-09-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

Urge to blog.
Haha, Khalid said I didn't update.

Food for thought;
Temptation from desperation or Morals?
Which will you stand by.
Would you succumb to temptation?

I don't have a good analogy for it though.
I've learnt to,
Never hurt th ones you care about.
(Well unless they hurt you first then I got nothing t say alr)

Cos if you really did,
Nothing else would matter at all yes?

No its not to overlook,
Its to accept, change, and build on that concern into something bigger and better.

Though actions speak louder than words;
Its nearly impossible for human to do that.
But that would be th best case scenario yes?

I don't understand how people can claim they care,
When they're too stubborn, unable to see th pain in another's heart?
Its not as superficial as you think it is, ya knw.

Idk how hurting is caring to you people.
Do you?

(No one in particular, just, thoughts)

Bye.

2009-09-06T16:10:00.005+08:00

HI, WHATS IN TH BOX?

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CHIO ANOTTTT?!?! :D

W flash.

W/o

Shoes courtesy of my uncle,
Bought back from HK! :B:B
Made my day tday yes?
Authentic nike, idk if they're dunks though

Best thing is they're not avail in SG
So you won't see someone w th same pair here!
(Unless of course they bought it back from HK as well)

Which reminds me, family's planning BK trip EOY.
To obviously, SHOPPPPPPPP $$$$$$$$$
HEEEE. Omg, hope we go this year man.
Mum wouldn't let us cos of th internal riots last year.

PICTURES!

This dress courtesy of my uncle as well! :) Nice anot nice anot!

BYE.

-
I've tried,
Not used to being unreciprocated.
I'll take that as rejection.
Stops me from thinking too much anyway.

2009-09-05T21:48:00.005+08:00

SUCCESSSS (:
I hope.
Haha, still waiting for th pichos t come :)

Tday;
Piano. Met Viv @ Serangoon.
Reached City hall.

XINWANG TAIWAN!!!!! HEEHEE (Y)(Y)(Y)
Imma very very hehpi kid.
We're going back again, rightrightright? :D
(Pictures of th food w vivian,)

We've got no selfloves cos me was w/o makeup.
Haha.

Then walked around trying t find bus stop t Flyer.
BUT IDK HOW WE WALK END UP BACK @ RAFFLES CITY. ROFL.
Cabbed down instead,
This really cooooool cab :O:O
(Y) Virgin trip in that type of cab. Looks like london cab. Best.

Alot of firsts today.
Hee.
First paid shoot as well.
:)
Success I hope, and I got my moolah. :B

Omg my face was like cake.
MUA piled dang lot of make up on me rofl.
She's really cute! (L)

THANKS VIV FOR TDAYYYYY (TWISTS)
K me is tired, bye.

(Edit)
Schedule for Sep hols :)

Mon - Study w Viv at Drivethru (L)
Tues - Extra lessons, oral, dance, NUS(?)
Wed - Piano exammmwszxzsx wtfh, Dance @ POMO
Thurs - FREE, CMON DATE ME TO STUDY NAO.
Fri - FREE, CMON DATE ME TO STUDY NAO.
Sat - Flagday!
Sun - ALONE TIME :B

Sudden motivation to dance,
Really got alot of goals and dreams now
(Always like that, got exam think of other things wth)

But yeah, hope the enthusiasm doesn't blow over.
I want to excel in what I do best, Dance.
I believe that th hardwork will pay off? :)
Get famous or die trying (laughs)

I don't just want to dance,
I want to perform.
I want exercise to my full potential.

CAN'T WAIT FOR EOYS T BE OVER, OMG TH FREEDOM.
I will,
- Sign up for more dance classes yayayayay contemp,lyricaljazz,ghiphop
- Go back MG (L) Miss y'all many many
- Workworkwork $$$
- Perhaps some mugging for O's next year. (yeah right)
- Outings!
- DYE MY HAIR W MY LIESE (Y)
- SELL MY CLOTHES -_-
- BUY MORE CLOTHES ROFLROFL.

SO MUCH TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME.
Haha, POSTEXAMMOOD ALR?!
Yayayay, can't waittttttt.
Dance dance dance dance dance (L)
(/edit)

2009-09-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

HONESTLY,
STOP FUCKING BRANDING/LABELLING ME.

MY FOREHEAD WRITES "BAD GUY" ALL OVER RIGHT?
ALWAYS MY. FAULT.

BEST, I realise no matter how much I try t change.
(Obviously not trying hard enough yeah?)
IMMA STILL ALWAYS THE FUCKER.
HAH. (Y)

Why don't you put yourselves in my shoes one day.

2009-09-03T18:06:00.003+08:00

Sick of walking home crying;
Sicksicksick.

Just for laughs;

Thanks viv, thanks (inserts sarcastic face) :B

-

We've got more in common than you think,
Give (censor) a (censor)?

Gave up on posting in th other blog.
Doesn't make me feel better even though I can fully freely blog out nonsense.
So why bother,
Should consider getting a diary.
(ponders)

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
- Simple Plan, Untitled (Ah, adolescent days :))

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
- Corrinne May, Scars

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
- Honor Society, Where are you now

Yay emonemo songs.
Listening t Because I'm your girl now.
Bai.

PIANO TNIGHT ZOMG COUNTDOWN SURE PHAIL LA WUTS TH POINT

(Edit)
Mentally prepared t fail on 090909.

And,
I sense a big misunderstanding coming about.
Argh, its not you.
Argh. Idk how t put it,
Forget it.
(/Edit)

2009-09-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hi, I've got alot to say but your ears won't listen.

Point one;
As y'all can see
I've been some moody shit yes?
Question here is,
你们喜欢被放鸽子的感受吗？
如果不；
那你们为什么你们那么对我？
不然就是不甘愿和我出去。
我有那么可怕、恶心吗？

Do you know how it feels like to live everyday in worry;
That everyone you've ever been close to,
Leaves you for others?
Being always paranoid of being left alone?

Do you know how hard I try to attempt to keep everyone close?
I know I've screwed many friendships my entire life.
So now karma's taking its toll on me?

Sometimes, I wonder why I even try so hard.
It's not like people even recognize my presence anymore.
And th things that I've tried hard to prevent
Have alr came thru?

Imma really upset, yes.
All this has made me give up on friendship.
Not like I even believed in true ones in the first place.

Really.
Nobody knows because they never try to see deeper.
I'm thinking too much again.
Fine.

I shall go slash my fucking wrists?
Kthxbai.

-
That question,
That dreaded question.
Makes me question myself.
Do I?

Why?

2009-09-01T21:50:00.004+08:00

PICTURE SPAM,

Tday is a good day.
Ion Orchard toilet (Y)
Cineleisure neos (Y)
FEP clothes (Y)

Big time hee.
Girls day out, YAAAAYYY.
Sch tmrw manwszxsz ):
But hey, its wednesdayyyy (L)

Which means,
EXACTLY ONE WEEK TILL PIANO EXAM :O:O:O
(goes hysterical)

P/S
PLEASE TAG LEIII,
I POST SO MUCH NOBODY TAG ONEWSZX ):

Still, no matter how hard I try;
Just can't get you outta my mind.
Such loud silence.

2009-08-31T18:22:00.003+08:00

Epitomes of black and white;
(Needa change blogskin soooonnnn. Sick of the icky pinky. LOL.)

Take all of Hope,
Shove it in a box.
Lock it, and throw away the key.

Because if you don't feel, you don't hurt.
:)

Argh.
I haven't started studying.
Am in no rush to either.
For now.

Waiting till 090909 is over.
(PIANO EXAM, JUDGEMENT DAY ZOMG)
Pinkysweared t study w Lorena and Kx heehee :B
Dun back out kkkk, we'll find a day to. :D

Gosh, why is everything reminding me of :(

(edit)
Forgot to include th spastic crap of P6ShaolinShowdownMadness.
HAHAAHAHAHA.
(Omg, I feel like a small kid tday siollllwszx)
(Y)
(/edit)

WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY,
OMGWTFFBBQ IS WRONG W ME.
I FRICKIN WNA JUST LIKE ZIBI AND GO HIDE IN A CORNER.
ZERO, NIL, ZILCH.
ITS EATING MY INSIDEEEESSSS;
SCREW. THIS. CRAP.

SO MUCH FOR KEEPING THINGS TO MYSELF.
I REALLY CMI IM GONNA EXPLODE.
WHY ARE ALL TH NEGATIVE THOUGHTS CLOUDING THE MINUTE NUMBER OF POSITIVE ONES ALR?

I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE.
HELP.

2009-08-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

Even if it isn't me;
Just be happy?

2009-08-29T21:35:00.004+08:00

HIII;
(Happy thoughts happy thoughts)

Is it me or does retail therapy work wonders?
It always makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside :)
LOL.

Overview of what I bought tday heee.
Glossy leggings w zip! (which looks somewhut like that) 2 bow headbands, white and black :) And boho headband! (courtesy of mum)
Plaid fedoraaaaa :B Been wanting that since forever.
Studded gladiators and Grey fluffy sneakers for 40 in all! (Courtesy of mummm)

BEST BUY OF TH DAY (Y)
GOT MY LIESE!
SWEET PINK, 19.90 AT WATSONS.

Yay, can't wait to actually use it -_-
But instructions on th box said,
"Do not use on hennaed hair"
LOL. SHIT. Why ah.
Shall call Kao to ask on Monday.

SEEEEEE, THATS WHY IM SO BROKE ):
$$$$$$$$ FLYYYYYYY WEEEEE.

On th bright side,
Saving 20bux a week is good shit,
Makes me very rich LOL.

And photoshoot next sat so monehhh come t mummy.
ANDAND,
Next week is a short week so I expect t be saving more
LOL.

ANDANDAND,
Birthday's coming,
Which means more $$$$$$$$$$$$.
But ain't looking forward t this year's.
You knw, I knw.
Whatever :)

Realised that family outweighs everything else.
Blood is definitely thicker than water yes?
Now I understand,
They'll be th only ones standing by me when I really need them.
Thank God for a wonderful family yes? (L)

Friends and boys,
So yesterday.
Prove me wrong?

Bye.

-
Aw COME ON,
Been raving about how I wanted t move t wordpress,
AND now SOMEBODY decides t move t wordpress?
Best man, best.

2009-08-28T16:53:00.002+08:00

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left

BORED.
Reached home super early cos I've got nothing t do anyway.
Supposed to be practising piano in 6mins so I'll get this over and done w.

Browsing thru th web just,
Finished chem.
Yay.

Found this on th web;
"Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."

Its true, I guess.
Like they say,
Th paradox of love.
Loving till theres no more hurt, just love. :)

Sweeter the apple, blacker the core

2009-08-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATE!

IM HAPPY.
TH PRETTIA HAIR DYE I'VE BEEN RAVING BOUT IS AVAIL IN SG ALRRRR (L)

Though it says 'Liese', I think they're th same.
TH FOAM HAIRDYE THING. OMG SO HAPPYYYY :B
Both under Kao so yeah.

CAN'T WAIT.
'M GONNA SNAG MANYMANY BOTTLES OFF TH SHELVES. TEEHEE. (Y)

-
Got no time for little games;
Need to figure out myself first.

I want to read your mind.
Bye.

2009-08-26T22:49:00.006+08:00

Don't claim, "She'll never be able to replace you"
Because,
She already has.

(laugh)
I'm such a fool yes no?

2009-08-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hi, I ought to be studying but here I am.

Got back the bulk of my papers,
As expected.
Under performed by alot.

Need this space to reflect and rethink.
Firstly,
I think its cos I misplaced my priorities.
E.g
Modelling, dance and the such.

Really ought to buck up NAO.
Actually, not really now
BUT NEXT TERM.
(IMPORTANT IMPORTANTTTTT!!!!!!!)

Made resolutions I am determined to follow (abit LOL)
- NO MORE SCOUTING/ACCEPTING JOB OFFERS TILL EOY IS OFFICIALLY OVERRR
- APPLICATIONS FOR STUDY BUDDY ARE NOW ACCEPTED HEREEEE (WAVES)
- STUDY. HARD.
- LESSER USAGE OF THE COMP, somehow.

Yeah I guess so, will add more if need be.
Aiming to have a break through this EOY.
And brush up on everything I've neglected this term.
VERY IMPORTANT

But I can't seem to focus now,
Auto shutdown of my body system straight after exam.
Its th hols mood for nao manz,
We'll start next term.

K now,
I'll go start on my informal letter.

I hereby solemnly swear to adhere to my resolutions
(insert many many many exclamation marks)

CMON BABEHHH,
TURN MY MUGGING MOOD BACK ONZ.

Kthxbai.

2009-08-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

Update.
Alvin and the chipmunks trashed my house tday.
My room, to be exact.

WE HENNAED OUR HAIR.
GODLIKE (Y)
Laugh.

I suspect there are leftover crumbs from th food they ate.
LOL.
Andand,
CAREY BOUGHT MY CLOTHES! (L)

YAY.
Me is happy me finally sold out some.
SO WHO ELSE IS COMING T BUY MANZ
I STILL GOT 2 LEVI'S TO SELL AWAAAAAAAY. :B

My hair smells of henna.
I dun care if you don't like.
I like.
Hahaha.
Bye

2009-08-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

GI Joe @ Cine tday.
Lousy amount of photos due to not camwhoring. LOL.
Wasted my camera tday ):

Update more tmrw.
ME IZ TIRED
AND MY MAKEUP'S HALF REMOVED.
(yawns, lazy)

Imma Sloth.
LOL.
Bye.

(edit)

Some photos taken by Lorena ok,
SO DUN ANYHOW. LOLOLOL.

K bye (:
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2009-08-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

I feel like this nowwwww :O
(No offence.)

So WENT T SCH TDAY, (THANKS TO SOMEONE -_- WHO WON'T LET ME PON SCH)
Crashcourse in math in th morning LOL.
Then first period math test,
Easy lor.
BUT I REALISED I GOT ALOT OF CARELESS MISTAKES.
I SHOULD TOTALLY GO BANG WALL NAO.

Oh did I mention I totally got caught by Mdm Chan early in th morn,
Top to toe somemore.
-_-

So end sch, slack w viv, meet mum @ train.
Train down t ION.
First time there manzzzzzz.
Highend goods.
ME WANT TOPSHOP DRESS AND THIS OTHER SHOP'S EVERYTHANG :O

Indulged in goodies :D:D
(NOW YOU KNW WHY IM FAT)
(Y) though. Heh.

Went Wisma Dunk hunting,
TH DUNK WAS OUT OF SIZEEEEEEE ):
REDWCHECKS.
DANGGGGG D:

Then went FEP Babyphat shoe hunting,
BABYPHAT SHOE WAS OUT OF STOCKKKKK ):
So screwed right.

So anw, settled w a Bomber Jacket and Denim Highwaist.
That cost a 60bux hole in my pocket. (Siansation)
ME STILL WANTS A FEDORA,
HELLO.
And is eyeing a studded tank :O
(K shit la, let me out of th house and this happens)

So, Pastamania-ed for dinner.
Thumbs down, not nice.

I realised I put on alot of weight,
VISIBLE WEIGHT :O
I am very sad naos ): ):
Stupid.
I want t have stick thin legs and arms and waist.
LOL.

Loved this bodycon toga I saw tday,
BUT MY ARMS TOO BIGGGGG.
OTHER THAN THAT PERFECT FIT LEI.
WALAO. D<

Need to tone bod.
Did crunches, side crunches, weightlifts, pushups just nao.
SHOULD CONTINUE MY DAILY ROUTINE
THIS WAY I WONT GROW OUT OF MY JEANSSSS.
OMG.

Back to calorie diet? LOLLLL.
I THINK I'LL DIE BEFORE IT STARTS MAN.

Cine tmrw.

Hope th job offer for next weekend gets thru.
But I just realised I can't commit next Sat.
How ah.
Dun care la :B
10bux/hr promoter job, why not manz.

Me is going t curl my hair
(LOL IN TH MIDDLE OF TH NIGHT SOMEMORE)
Got inspired by th sales-assistant at some shop @ FEP tday.
Super chio. (Y)(Y)(Y)

Bye!

2009-08-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hello,
Have been growing to like Wednesdays (L)
W Sch starting 1 hour late,
Th early in th morning beehoonism :D:D
Afternoon dance in th MPS!
And night dance @ Danzpeople.

Tiring like hell,
but really fun (Y)

Hmmm, wonder why everyone has problems posting on blogger.
Heh guess I don't.
Not time to change over to wordpress yet :)
(Been bugged by people to try onsugar...hmmmm)

SO anw,
Aim was to 练腰 tday.
Wasn't an epic phail.
But aftermath fucking intolerable,
COS NAO MY BACK PAIN LIKE @%#&@^#*&@
Suspect old injury isn't fully healed.

BUT GOTTA LIAN,
Omg, imagine if I go for DSA t JC next time,
And I cannot even xia yao?! :O:O

Lol.
And night dance was fun.
Love th basics. (Y)
But I really wna do more choreo man ):

Should have joined inter :X
But ya.
(NO OTHER INTENTIONS -_-)

Btw,
Not looking forward.
Dun think it'll even show.
What.
Sorry la D:

Andand,
Been working hard t make things right around here.
Though there are exceptions to the rule.

Me is very extreme.
Love hate and no in between.
Emotional hazard.
Weird creature is me.
LOL.

Bai.

2009-08-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

LOOKIE @ MY SHORT HAIR.
I JUST OMGWTFBBQ CUT IT SO SHORT KKKKK.
:D

Bye.

-
What you have? Ohmygod, save me before I laugh to death.
You mean,
What you stole.